Presentation

I finished undergraduate presentation this morning. My speech wasn't smoothly at all. Nervousness made me forget the words, change the pronunciation.
Question: why proposed method perfomed the same as EWMA ? EWMA equation uses only previous value but give good estimation but single-layer neural network see the historical values but cound't give an accurate estimation. I replied that, our neural network model has only one weight table which is adjust due to current inter-arrival time and is used to calculate new estimation. So when the next inter-arrival is longer or shorter than history, it causes high error. It is obvious that single layer model ability is limit in such cases.

Lotary

Today there was an interview of Rotary foundation. 4 interviewers. The questions were as follow:
自己紹介、自己PR、研究のすごさ・特徴、なぜ米山を応募したか・その理由、日本とカンボジアの違い・感じたこと、父の職業、三人姉妹のこと、卒業終えた後の進路、カンボジアの料理、自炊していること,ぐらいですね。
It was hold at Takanawa prince hotel in Sinagawa station.

Simulation result

Today, I write research resume and ploted the simulation results. One graph is unclassified traffic, other is classified traffic. I showed the graphs to prof.,then he said that can u compare the 2 graphs? It was different from what u clained, isn't it? estimated error is decrease by classification, why right now the result is like this? It's serious problem ,he said. We had compared only each method results, never did a comparasion of unclassified and classified results at all. At that time I was really shock as i never think that that problem is occured at all.
Anyway, I don't give up my thought and the reality.Result is result, what important is conclusion.I'm sure that I was not wrong at all. I must be confident of myself.

Jap. prof asked me to collect Cam. education imformations as part time job. 100 hours from February to March. 2 times a week. 5 hours.

sunday

Today I had noodle again for lunch.

I didn't finish my thesis yet.I 'm so lazy to write its.I have difficulty with vocabulary and expression.sth to explain or give comment to the graphs.

My oldest sister came to chat with me, but we cann't use voice chat only writing. She looked lazy to write and didn't enjoy today chatting well.Sure even me, I have problem with my right arm, I feel paint when i put it on the desk. Is it because of lacking exercise??I don't know. It became worst day by day. Cuz of this paint, I can't speed up writing thesis as expecting.

I was step on 2 times

On the way to school, I was stepped on 2 times. While I was walking out of SEIBU line, my right shoe was step on. After I transfered to CHUO line toward KICHIJOJI to change train to MEIDAIMAE. Then, I went down stairs and sudently was step on again.Why? It is because I walk slowly or my careless.(~;;~)

NADASOSO

This is a lyrics of NADASOSO.My favorite song.
　　古いアルバムめくり　ありがとうってつぶやいた
　　いつもいつも胸の中　励ましてくれる人よ
　　晴れ渡る日も　雨の日も　浮かぶあの笑顔
　　想い出遠くあせても
　　おもかげ探して　よみがえる日は　涙(ﾅﾀﾞ)そうそう

　　一番星に祈る　それが私のくせになり
　　夕暮れに見上げる空　心いっぱいあなた探す
　　悲しみにも　喜びにも　想うあの笑顔
　　あなたの場所から私が
　　見えたら　きっといつか　会えると信じ　生きてゆく
　　
　　晴れ渡る日も　雨の日も　浮かぶあの笑顔
　　想い出遠くあせても
　　さみしくて　恋しくて　君への想い　涙そうそう
　　会いたくて　会いたくて　君への想い　涙そうそう

Wet Hair

Last night,I took a shower late so my hair was a little bit wet and went to sleep.
This morning, after getting up, I looked at the mirror and saw my hair was disheveled and curly is because I didn't dry my hair last night was a bad habit that I have problem related to my hair is during combing,it comes off more and more?Specially during shampooing.How to save it!!

@@This is another talk about a Japanese female singer. She got married for 3 years. Even she's busy with her recording or appoitment or sth else, she must go home and take dinner with her husband. Why? Because,She need to communicate with her husband to understand each other. Missunderstanding may cause a problem till divorce.Her husband is the first man whom she falled in love and got married. They love each other for 13 years before the marriage. @@How romantic they are !!

Writing thesis

From the morning I was staying in front of Computer table wrinting paper.
As the experimental result was not the one expected,It's really hard to orgonize the structure with the conclusion.It rests only 3days until the deadline.Oh,my god!! Rush!!

wow,snow!!

Today,It's snowing.It's cold and quiet ,the ground is white.How beautiful it is.
I had an interview to publish in Kodaira International Friendship Association News in April.They asked me about my life in Cambodia & Japan such as birth place,study process,Cambodian meal,tourism,my future ,my dream,Cam&Japan's difference....
Japanese best actor ,actress,favorite food,message to japanese people.

Missed but safe

This morning ,I missed 34mn train but took 48mn and arrived at Uni. at 10:40,so it was safe,I wasn't late.Then,I attended a VLSI setting course.I was there but my mind was flying outside.I am not interested at all.

Sth related to research:
Today I just collected experimental results of Alpha learning with Momentum parameterse for both whole data and Classified data then plotted the graphs.
Prof. talked about my research,He asked again about the packet type and their percentage whether they correspond to the table in Gupta's paper or not.I didn't match that ,so I wasn't able to answer.This may make him think of my shortcoming.I must be ready to answer all.Unfortunately,I'm not.

In my Uni. there have a CENTA SHIKEN on Saturday and Sunday. The UEC teachers started preparing for the exam since friday afternoon. It seems calm and cold.

feeling

Today I feel complicated of my research.I'm trying to control my mind , be cold and concentrate on writing paper.
I really don't understand what he 's thinking of me.I will reply back what he think of me and what am i.

Cloudy Day

Today,It 's cloudy and quite cold cuz of no sunshine.
I had the same menu as yesterday for breakfast and gonna to take lunch at cantine.
I start to write the structure of my research papers,yesterday Prof. accepted my Experimental result ,so i step to other process.The deadline comes soon(31th).It rests only 10 days.
Today I think much of my family and missed them so much.I always worry of my younger sister & parent(^..^)
I checked the Camera and IPOD NANO,I like Canon or Casio one.Casio has 7 functions ,bad holding.Canon has nearly the same function as my old Camera but the battery power is short.(I don't know how to express that word in English cuz i recently get used in Japanese,Only Japanese words are in my mind.Very bad factor for me.I'm really going to the unexpected way).My english becomes poor.I have to turn my mind back and be flexible to devide my language talent and knowledge.

weak in coldness

Today,it's so cold with strong wind.No globe and winter hat make me feel frozen.I must check weather broadcast before leaving.Yesterday,I had a little bit shock of the weather.When i left my room and walked for a moment,it was raining so i had to go back and take umbrella.This made me miss the train and had to wait 30mn til next train coming and i spent nearly 1h40mn to reach my University.
Today i got up late.I had a slice of bread and Cambodia sausage with milk coffee.I like this menu so much and take it almost every day.
I always listen to FM80(Tokyo FM) during my self-preparation.Today SHIBATA(Radio DJ) talks about Earthquake 's emagency ,the way to escape and the preparation with earthquake.It make me to remember and be ready with earthquake well.As we don`t know when it will be happen.That is the problem(^:^).

駒場世界文化の祭典

11月23日に駒場でお祭りがありました。駒場世界文化の祭典です。カンボジアをはじめ、さまざまな国な食べ物が売ってありました。そして各国のPerformance,Fashionsもあります。

調布祭

学校

研究室公開・準備

今年の調布祭で、研究室公開がありまして、研究内容などのパネルを作った。中間発表とほぼ同じ内容で書いた。
研究室がカーペットが敷かれて、きれいになった。広く空間で気分良かったな

国際子供クラブ２００５・１１・１２

今日、小平国際子供クラブにカンボジアのことを紹介しました。
カンボジアの伝統的名ダンスも教えました。時間がないため予定していたゲームがやれませんでした。
みんなは異文化に興味あり、熱心に聞いてくれました。とてもいい子供でしたね。

朝鮮学園祭

先週の土曜日（11/5）小平にある朝鮮大学の学園祭に遊び行きました。演技や歴史館を見ました。とてもよくできていて感動しましたね。

火曜日11－08

ゼミありました。G1でした。

帰りに、定期券買いました。

晩御飯は、残りのカレー・サラダ・柿でした。昼休みは肉まん2個とケーキでした。

バードのカードを作った。12月7日まです。バードをやりました。最悪でした。変な人がいて、あまり盛り上がらなかった。遅く行ったから、バスケットもやったよ。（^.^）。あまり人に優しいことをしてはいけない。いいことはないんだ。後悔させるだけで、自分に悔しくさせてはいけないんだ。

富士見小学校の交流会説明を聞きました。

研究室のカーペット色も決まったですよ。来週に敷く予定かな。

高専生へメール

こんにちは、

大変お久しぶりで、お元気ですか。

今年の秋がいつもより遅くなり、紅葉の見ごろにまだまだ楽しめますね。先生は、紅葉を見に行きましたか。学校はどうですか。ホームページで４・５年の発表スライドを見ました。iアプリやWEB・データベース構築やSQLの学習支援などなど、結構面白そうですね。高専前の道路が自転車用の通路を拡大されたみたいで、ろいろ変わったようですね。

私は元気です。今卒研など頑張ってます。今月は交流会がいっぱいです。後3回ぐらいあります。詫間にいったときと同じく小学校に行って、国の紹介をするらしいです。今度の土曜日は住んでいる地域（小平市）の子供にカンボジアの紹介・遊びゲーム・ダンスを教える予定です。東京はあまり交流会チャンスがなくて、今回機会がありましたので、楽しみにしています。

土曜日にたまたま朝鮮学校の学園祭に遊びに行きました。朝鮮のダンス・童謡・歴史館を見ましたね。すごかったです。日本全国朝鮮学校が157校あるそうで、ビックリしました。ちなみに四国にも高校とかあるそうです。顔とかを見ると日本人とあまり変わらないですね。写真を添付しました。

みんなにも宜しくお伝えください。

それじゃ、また。お元気で。